I don’t think I’ve ever explained how bad my alcoholism actually was. So I thought i’d make a video showing some of my hospital …
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Alcohol almost killed me
I don’t think I’ve ever explained how bad my alcoholism actually was. So I thought i’d make a video showing some of my hospital …
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I love you Josh man, I’m the most like fucking thank you way possible. Helped me learn about cannabis a bunch bro I thank you bro
God damn i feel that pain so much on your videos, ive just come off a 4 days hard lacquer binge and i thought i was going to die, alcoholism no joke and is very dangerous
I'm going to a psychiatrist on Tuesday because alcohol has turned me into a manic depressive and if I don't drink after 3-6 hours I start shaking and I am only 26 years old. I wish alcohol was illegal, alcoholism runs in my family and it has killed almost all the men in my family.
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Alcoholism runs in my family. My mom's dad drank himself to death. My mom and dad are both alcoholics. I'm terrified of becoming an alcoholic. I drink maybe 4x a year. I have several bottles of alcohol that I have had for years. It's like a game to not drink them.
love you bro used to watch all your strain reviews and was wondering where you were I'm an addict/alcHOLIC in recovery too
I had some similar hallucinations.
I remember thinking the guy in the bed next to me was going to kill me with a machete and I also ripped out all my cords and had to be stopped from trying to escape.
I was covered in my own blood and ripped skin. Not fun.
Never knew alcohol can do this 😯. Thx for sharing , glad your alive to be sharing as well
Alcoholism is Hell. Hope you’re still hanging in there
damn ta pupils booming in this video bro great detail but whatever pharmaceuticals ya taking ain;t no good
I am so happy for you! I went through the same thing with Heroin. I can so relate,been clean 10 years and 2 weeks off cannabis. You truly do feel happy as long as you stay clean! I'd so love to talk to you. I'm writing a book. Keep it up brother and thanks for sharing!
Work dat program boss
Love hearing your road to recovery. Keep it up.
Thank you brother.
Man that is such a harrowing experience. I wish you the best Josh in your recovery. I remembered watching you as a young kid, I had alot of respect for you as an individual and a content creator. That has not changed man. Be easy my friend.
You’re awesome josh!! 😎👍❤️
Relatable video thanks for talking about this josh
I have 16 days! Hope you have more days!
Imho, you were allowed to get through your worse and come out better on the other side to be a beacon in the cannabis community. One of us even though you don't indulge, someone who can tell both sides of the story. There are people who will need to hear this. You are still here because your higher power has shown you your purpose.
Fr a half gallon ?the biggest bottle your allowed to have in Texas
I really respect that you came out on YouTube about this I come from a family of Alcoholics and me myself I was a heroin addict for about 5 years and now I'm going on about 1 year clean keep it up
I get a really heavy Prodigal Son vibe from this, and good on you
Wow just wow I had no clue bro. I remember about 2-3 years ago you was having problems with YouTube removing your videos and channel so I thought you was done for good. Seen you made a twitch but wasn’t into it because I followed you channel for weed reviews. Always followed you IG and seen you was having stomach issues but never knew about this! Hope you keep doing well bro. Bless up stay safe man this really broke my heart. It always hurt to see good people in unfortunate situations
To ANYONE that wants to get off MOST ANY DRUG. Look into Ibogaine. Peace and respect Josh. LOVE!
I didn’t know how much I missed you until I came across your new videos. Glad to have you back, from a fan of many years. Way way back. Stay safe and cheers.
dude i followed you from the start you're a great outgoing likeable human being. sending love
15:03 "I have a huge ego that needs to be deteriorated"
Seek the mushroom if you haven't already brother, start small and use with the intent to learn and dissolve the ego
I stopped watching you for over a year, I was having my own issues with weed and mental illness so had to unfollow all the influencers that smoked. I got curious to what you were up to cause I’ve been watching your videos since I was in high school. I’m sorry life took this turn for you but I’m happy to see you are working towards recovery. You’re an amazing guy and your videos have always brought me some kind of happiness. I hope life keeps going up for you Josh!
BuT dID yOu DiE ?????